Content...Whatever the Circumstances

While looking for the weight room today, I ran across a scale.  My curiosity got the best of me.  I've lost more than 20 pounds.

Don't worry.  My BMI indicates that I still have plenty of calories stored away for a hungry day.  And I feel good.

But, I couldn't stay warm today.  My insulation layer is apparently gone.  I invested in some sweat pants and a jacket...2 sizes smaller than the shorts and short-sleeved tops I brought with me.

It was the last day of my first class, so we all went down to the local Mexican food joint for lunch.  I enjoyed the smells and drank my water.  It's funny that the sight and smells of food isn't torturous, but rather pleasant.

This evening I talked to my best friend since childhood.  I have put off telling her about this project because I knew she, like my sisters and parents, would be concerned and feel helpless.  She did indicate concern, but of course there is nothing she can do to "help" me besides support my efforts.

No headaches.  No aches and pains.  No cravings.  No regrets.

For the first time in my life I feel that I can understand Pauls' words to the people of Philippi:

I rejoiced greatly in the Lord that at last you renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you were concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

--Philippians 4:10-13